Shut up and blog!

So i had decided way back to start blogging. It was some stupid sentimental thing i thought i wanted to do. Self expression? idk. I do know that after reading my whole semi-sepal on why I was planning on blogging.... well, I almost threw up in my mouth. I just told myself, "shut up and blog". It needs no rhythm or reason. Just something to write, and something to read later on. Maybe someone that matters will stubble across it sometime.
Why do we ALL feel like what we do had to matter to others. I say do what you do and just be happy with it. Who are we trying to impress? others? i think not. I think we try and convince ourselves that we are special with some kind of an elitist attitude that we all share about ourselves, but would never admit to others. Does anyone go around saying "i am better than you" and actually be liked? Unfortunately there are a few. The rich and the famous. Its sick. and now im off topic. Time to sleep.

What we did...

Where was I when the lights went out? A phrase commonly used by my family, while living in the third world country I will always call home. The lights were always going off. Leaving us paralyzed. Life would shut down, stop. Here is were I will share the things we did.